AND FAIRY DUST KILLS.
the truth is you are real only if you know that you in that black list because you messed it up or the thing that you want belongs to someone else, some one who works hard to get that, and the best way to love the truth is by being yourself, by improving, by working hard, by apologizing.
if it is not your fault and you are yourself yet cant get what you want then.
and the reality is not every one is same, which means different people have different taste, if you are trying ayet you feel it is not you who is responsible , and if you have already done what you could have to improve the situation then,
FAIRY DUST KILLS.
and the lie is it will be alright even if it makes no sense, even if it seems impossible, even if the goal demands new thing every day.
let the truth hurt for sometime, let the reality suck for sometime,
let fairy dust never kill you.
the solution to get out of the black list is by moving on.
"not every one can have everything".
and remember "GOD IS GREAT".
and the lost bout will find the harbor one day.